An interesting 3 days so far – not sure I can take the excitement. Sorry, that wasn’t what I planned to write. I was cleaning out on Monday , this time my Mom’s hooking stuff. I had put on Craig’s List rug hooking magazines and another one with patterns and supplies. Imagine how amazed I was when I had an email from a lady in Nova Scotia. She is very interested in everything – though she seems to be thinking in terms of two large boxes to go through the mail. Hmmm, this may be more than I bargained for.
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The Week Barely Started
September 10, 2014A Screwy Week
September 6, 2014It has nothing to do with the post, we have a lovely day today and this feels right. It is also the photo I have used for my websites and Facebook because I am using Ellen’s ocean photos for my book – Finding The Gifts In Rheumatoid Arthritis. Plus it is a gorgeous photo.
It’s really has been the last couple of weeks that have made me feel a bit topsy-turvy – I know this week had a holiday, not sure why last week felt that way too. Eddie had Monday off for Labor Day and I spent Sunday, Monday and Tuesday here in the house. It didn’t feel confining at all, I really would have liked another day as well. I’ve been cleaning out the office, my parents’ bedroom, they kept a lot of calendar pages either for flower designs or pictures of Scotland. I ran across another North American envelope with 2 photos – they went to the Boeing archives with a note they were donated by Robert Paull. I called the Center For Wooden Boats but no answer so far. I wonder if a lot of people have taken this week off since the weather has been good.
It may not look as if I have done much, but I know I have. I have thrown out things, sent things to the Goodwill and put things away for my sister Candy and myself. It has barely made a dent, but it is finally some progress. I had to start somewhere.
Wednesday we didn’t have Breakfast Club but I was out early because I had a chiropractor appointment. Then I went to visit Mom, though she was very dozy. I saw her yesterday and she was more alert – she is better when she sits at the dining table. She spends time in the recliner because her legs hurt and she is more comfortable and relaxed. Her knee has been bothering her a lot and she doesn’t want to get up. I saw Didi yesterday and she was thinking about asking Providence for some Lidocaine pads for her knee. She thinks that might the knee more comfortable so she can walk more comfortably – right now it is a real struggle to get her to use the walker because the knee hurts.
Mom is at the point where she forgets to eat in the middle of meal. She loses focus and needs a prompt to eat. I have noticed that lately with the chocolate. The first piece goes easily but the other two take some time because she forgets she has chocolate to eat. When she is in the recliner, she doesn’t seem interested in the cookies, so I leave them on the bureau for a later snack. Yesterday at the table she polished off everything. It gets harder and harder to visit her and I know it will keep going downhill from here. She still seems to know me, or maybe just my presence, and is glad to see me. I now ask if she would like a hug because she can get moody and not want anyone to touch her. when I ask, she is pleased to have a hug and she definitely enjoys a gentle back rub.
Wednesday they called from the dealership to say my car was ready. We decided to go down the next day when Eddie came home from work – they stay open until 7. The loaner wasn’t a bad car, it just wasn’t mine and as Eddie said, mine is “broken in” and the loaner wasn’t. I am so happy to have it back all fixed and running properly. Even with the transmission on warranty, all the 90,000 mile maintenance was a bit spendy. However, we believe in preventive maintenance for everything – especially ourselves.
I have also been working on 2 websites for my show – one from the group who had my domain name and one with Wix. I decided to try the domain group for a month, though I can’t get the template I want. So I am making do and if I go to Premium, I might be able to have the one I like. I wanted to see how the template works and if it is hard to do or I just have to get the hang of it. I’ve got an email for the moment and need to check on Post Office box. I checked with UPS ad they want $180 – I don’t think so. The Post Office is less but I am not sure how big a box I need. I don’t think it needs to be too big.
Thursday I went to Apple Group session for Pages – I have been working on a logo. I would be interested to see what you think.
I also put together a Facebook page at Facebook.com/findingthegift Unfortunately I missed the s on gifts. I have also been in touch by email with the Morning Producer about the show and what I want to do. I need to feel comfortable doing it anyhow it works before I invite guests. I have a list of people I want to invite, they do different things that help with chronic illness and dementia. I have personally experienced how they work and definitely recommend them.
I have been helping Eddie with his PNAA stuff as well; looks as though we are going to be the repository for things for them. Eddie certainly enjoys working with them. A welcome change from the discord he sees most of the week.
Now back to clearing out – so many books to sort through. I think the car books might go for the library at the LeMay Car Museum – they are putting together a library.
I Am Official!!!!!!!!
August 29, 2014I am now officially a radio host for KKNW, Alternative Talk Radio. I signed a 1 year contract yesterday for a 30 minute talk show on Tuesdays at 9:30. It will start on September 16th and is called Finding The Gifts. In some ways it is exciting and also a little unreal. I have never done this before, it is truly a leap of faith because at the moment I don’t have any sponsors to pay for the air time. I am feeling calm and at peace at the moment, watching with curiosity as it unfolds. My show starts on September 16th and it can be heard on the internet, iTunes, 1150kknw.com and you can also download an app for iPad and iPhone. I don’t think it has quite penetrated that it is heard globally, not just here in Washington and the U.S.
I am to meet with the engineer for the show, Benny, in the next couple of weeks to find out how it works in the studio. I am planning for the first 2 shows at least as a learning experience, seeing how things work the timing, how to break up the time for show and commercials. A lot to learn but I see it as having fun – better to see those butterflies as excitement rather than fear. They both feel the same way and I can choose which it will be.
It’s been an interesting week, Tuesday I put a spanner in my own works – I thought I was to see my primary doc this morning and do my infusion on Thursday. Turns out I mixed them up and still was able to do both. I was concerned about driving into Seattle to the Polyclinic, the viaduct was closed and I figured people were trying to find ways around. What a delight to find there wasn’t traffic either going down 4th Ave and later on I-5 south. It worked out quite well.
Wednesday I picked up Melanie to take her to Breakfast Club – she moved about 2 years ago to Las Vegas and it was a delight to see her. She makes me laughs, I learn so much from her and we have a great time. After Breakfast Club, we went to have coffee and catch up on what each has been doing. She is edited about my show and has had experience in radio. Also, if I need guests, she knows a lot of people. Time went by much too fast, she was having lunch with her stepmother, so I dropped her back at her sister’s at 12:30. Melanie is such a tonic for me and I had a wonderful time with her.
I had an email from the radio station, they are delighted I am joining the family – I am meeting them on Thursday for all the details and probably signing a year contract. In some ways it isn’t quite real, in other ways it is. I told the doc about it and he was pleased for me. I came home around 1 and was tired. I had a banana and then Eddie came home and we had some lunch. Then I had a nap for about 2 or 3 hours – I’m still a bit draggy, so I am hoping a night’s sleep will help.
Life Is Full Of Surprises
August 24, 2014Yesterday we took my Versa in for service, about 1000 before the 89,000 service. I noticed a thumpity when I was going very slowly about a week or two ago. Not very noticeable at first, but this week it was much more pronounced. I had asked Eddie if he noticed anything, just to sure I wasn’t imagining it. He noticed it too and I have to admit, it made me uneasy. So we went in Saturday to do the service and have them check it out. Later we had a phone call to tell us the transmission gave out. The CVT valve was being chewed up, they found bits of metal in the oil pan. I couldn’t have times it better if I’d planned it. So now I have a loaner car, another Versa but a little different. They said it would be at least a week for the new (remanufactured) transmission to come. Fortunately they had extended the warranty for it, so it won’t cost us anything.
I saw my Mom Friday and she was a little more alert, but after she had the chocolate, she started dozing. She managed one cookie but seemed very sleepy, so I left the other two for an afternoon snack. I didn’t stay that long because I had a lunch date with my close friend Kathie Brody, we haven’t done anything for several months because we were both busy. I emailed her to see how she was doing and she had been gallivanting to Italy, New Orleans and not sure where else. However, the past 2 or 3 weeks she has been taking care of Suburu, her cat. As she put it:
Himself has been very sick and I thought I was going to lose him a couple of weeks ago. He’s still thinking about it but for the moment he has decided to stay. The doc said he has very high blood pressure so I give him a pill and cream every day (the cream was my idea, not the vet’s!) and she also said maybe a little piece of cartilage has broken loose on his spine and floated down and lodged so he doesn’t know where his hind end is. He can no longer jump up on my lap or his chair, even his low throne. Poor baby. He is very quiet…so I think he is making up his mind. I know why he came into my life all those years ago (17, I can hardly believe it) which was to teach me how to love again. Now that I am taking the classes with my Shaman and living consciously and opening up my heart, I am wondering if he is thinking his job is done. If I hold on to him too long then he can’t go help someone else, but … it is a tough decision. I hope he makes it for me. At the moment he does not appear to be in pain. His meowing is very quiet and his purring motor is very quiet, but it still works. He vomits a few mornings a week but often he is polite enough to do it on the hardwood floor. So I am pretty worried about him and haven’t come to grips with it yet.
Kathy sent me this when I had asked for a healing from a difficult situation.
I asked Kathie about him as we were saying good-bye, she said he is not in pain, is fine but very quiet. So she is just waiting to see what he decides. Still brings tears to my eyes when I think about him – he has been a very special cat for me. We really haven’t met face to face, he is usually upstairs sleeping when I go to her home. But he has given me several messages over the past years and apparently does only for me. She says when I call or email, he always knows and comes into her lap, he only does it with me. I am very flattered and appreciative.
We had a delightful lunch at Queen Mary Tearoom. We had a lovely lunch, though both of us looked for a lighter meal. They have a wonderful phyllo dough pastry dish with cheese and not sure what else that is wonderful. Now I find something like that feels too heavy, so I tried their Bacon Leek Quiche and it was very good. They had a green salad and a lot of wonderful fruits; I was comfortably full but didn’t feel I ate too much. We talked about what she has been doing, what I’ve been doing as well as having fun with the waitress. They are so friendly and welcoming there, they had a new one on her first day, so we had fun with her as well. I always think I am going to try a different tea but find I go back to Creamy Earl Grey. It was a beautiful day, in the 70’s – my kind of weather. We are not going to let so much time go by before getting together again.
Thursday I had a meeting at the radio station about my show. They have an opening at 9:30 on Tuesday morning – Erik thinks my show would do well on Tuesday or Wednesday. I don’t have a sponsor signed up yet, but everything has lined up so well and so easily that it’s time to put up or shut up. It was a little scary but also exciting – I had to decide if I was going to take a risk and make the leap of faith or not. I had read somewhere that until one commits, things don’t appear. I think of Moses and the Red Sea – I always thought the water just parted and they went across. Turns out they had to start walking into the water before it parted. I thought about it and when I told Eddie I wanted to do this, it is very important to me, he said “Go for it”. I decided on Friday I was going to do it – I sent an email to Brian and Erik to get the show on the road. However, they won’t get it until Monday and I am not sure how long it will take for them to respond.
I have been thinking a lot about the show, who I would invite as guests, what to talk about as well as sponsors, a web site – it will be interesting to see how it develops and how it all works. It’s a big step, I will be signing a contract for a year. I was so pleased that both Erik and Brian really like my idea and concept, also the name Finding The Gifts. I didn’t want to use Gift of RA because it felt too confining and specific, this way it can expand and extend into other areas. One will be dealing with My Mom’s dementia, something a lot of people are now dealing with. I will also talk about dealing with a chronic illness because although illness may be different, there are some basic things we have in common.
It’s been an interesting week, up and downs and a lot of surprises. I am pleased to find I have had more energy and accomplished a lot of things I have been meaning to do. It also has been tiring and I have been sleeping with my bunny in my arms, she helps me go to sleep more easily at night. I also registered for my 50th high school reunion on Sept. 27th – it’s going to be fun and interesting.
Mixed Up Week
July 26, 2014This has nothing to do with the post but I enjoy Ellen’s photos a lot and this makes me smile.
It has been a rather oddball week, at times I wasn’t sure what day it was, what time it was or what was happening next. Certainly traffic has been a real problem because they closed all but one lane each way on the I-90 bridge to fix expansion joints. Friday night to the following Friday morning, Eddie had a long commute from up north coming home. Of course it didn’t help that the President arrived on Tuesday – for 2 fundraisers rather than what to do about the wildfires. It took Eddie about 2 1/2 hours to get home each day. Because of the traffic, they didn’t open the archives, so Eddie spent Wednesday up north taking 4 students and their professor for a tour and a couple of places. This was done for PNAA rather than the Future of Flight.
I went to see Mom on Monday afternoon because there was an assessment being done – like the one done last year. The guy saw a definite decline in how she is from the last time; Didi was there and was able to tell him what she needs help with – everything. She was a little uncomfortable saying it in front of me, but I told her it’s what I need to hear. In many ways I wasn’t surprised and it didn’t hit me quite as much as last year. I have noticed she does less and less, I have to put the cookie or chocolate in her hand. When I went Friday, I brought cookies for the house.
Tuesday was a day for myself – I worked on my radio show. I am working on creating a picture in my mind to help me see it clearly. I am thinking of starting with a 30 minute show during the week and seeing how it goes. So I put together a clock for myself with each minute so I can visualize how much time for program and how for ads. Still lots of questions, but I feel it is important for it to be clear to me before I can explain it any sponsor. I would like to meet with Brian and Erik, this time with questions and see how to organize the show and all the parts that need to be set. It’s interesting to notice bits and pieces of it come together without great effort. I think deciding on guests is the easy part.
Wednesday I went to Breakfast Club and then went to see Cheryl again. I really felt exhausted after my adjustment, so I came home and found no electricity – I don’t need electricity to have a nap. So I did. When I woke up, I had no idea what time it was. Melanie from PNAA called to see if Eddie was home because she was anxious to know how things went. I asked her what time it was – 3:15. About 3:30 Eddie called and the electricity came on – he wanted me to call Melanie to let her know everything went like clockwork and they were delighted. So I called and she was pleased to heart. I told her Eddie would call her when he came home – whenever that was. She appreciated my call. I have to admit, I was not sure what was going on – I felt confused because of my nap and no electricity.
We also had rain this week – blessed relief. I would have liked a day or two more rain, everything is dry and parched – especially me. Now it is a fresh, washed clean feeling and certainly the air is clearer. Having temperatures in the high 80’s and into the 90’s are a bit much – I prefer 75 to 80. Now it is due to go up to the 80’s again. Tomorrow is the Ravenna Volvo picnic where the dealership invites owners and friends to celebrate with them. Looks as if it is going to be a lovely day tomorrow. Eddie cleaned his car very well this afternoon for the car show. He just bought a new wagon and it is different from the other wagons, so that should generate a lot of comments and compliments.
Thursday I went to Apple to Group Training to help me put together a new header for the new blog for Eddie. He isn’t doing the regular newsletter for Future of Flight any more and this is going to be a work in progress until we figure out how we want it to be. Looks like another education for me.
Friday Eddie took the day off to go down to the LeMay Car Museum about volunteering. I went to see Mom with cookies for house – she was a bit droopy but certainly ready for chocolate and cookies. In some ways rather she was rather talkative while I read D.E. Stevenson – no idea what she was saying, but it was important to her. Afterwards, I met Eddie at home and we went down to visit the place that will put a coating on his car to prevent dings from rocks. He is going to take next Friday off since he has to leave it the whole day. Then we can use my car to visit Mom and do what we want to do. Afterwards we had something at Barnes & Noble and did some grocery shopping.
Today we did some different things – went to Whole Foods, then over to Des Moines to the car wash for tomorrow and then stopped for ice cream. Auntie Irene’s is the only place I know that has licorice ice cream – yummy. Eddie is doing the laundry and I am about done with this – there’s an old movie on we want to watch. I think things will feel more normal on Monday.
Past My Comfort Zone
July 20, 2014I have started a new project, though I have been thinking about it and wanting to do it for the past few years. So why haven’t I done it before now? Great question! I think it has mostly been – what I am beginning to understand finally – a result of my core belief, I am not good enough. I have seen myself in terms of what I don’t have – a degree, a specific talent, training – I can go on and on. I was also concerned about who would be interested in what I have to say, that no one would tune in to me. All those insecurities running around my brain. Strangely enough, about 5 weeks ago I calmly wrote an email:






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