From Stress To Happy Dance To Stress – Part 1

Last week was a crazy time for me. I wrote yesterday about the week before – last week had its own ups and downs – who knows what this week will bring. Monday I check my Soul Card reading and found these 2 cards:

First Card is from Doreen Virtue’s Guidebook for Magical Mermaids and Dolphins:

Pay Attention

“Notice repetitious signs and your inner guidance, as this can yield valuable information. It’s not your imagination that Heaven is sending you signs and Divine guidance. Anytime you hear something three or more times, especially within a short amount of time period, it’s information worthy of your attention.”

Soul Guidance:

What is the Universe saying to you? Look for the common thread.

Don’t ignore your Soul’s guidance because she may do some “crazy” things if you don’t listen.

Second Card is from Sonia Choquette’s Oracle Cards Guidebook:

Epiphany/Higher Self: Inspiration, Breakthrough, Revelation, and Divine Guidance.

“The flow of communication between you and your Higher Self is strengthening daily, allowing you to directly access your Spirit Guides, Angels, and Spirit Teachers more readily. As you contact with your Higher Self deepens, answers will suddenly plop into your consciousness, like gifts from above.”

Soul Guidance:

Your Higher Self is the megaphone of your Soul.

It’s so interesting to see that both cards speak about the same thing. Pay attention to what the Universe and your Higher Self are trying to say to you.

Is it time to take action upon a long procrastinated idea, or is it time to commit to your unique purpose?

Or are you guided to take a leap in moving forward?

I have been noticing my higher self coming through more – I am not listening to ego quite as much and when she comes out, I thank her and tell her I choose something else. I feel there is something coming, not sure exactly what but it feels like something wonderful. I am rather impatient to find out what it is, the time for it is coming soon. I am amazed at how the cards reflect what is happening in my life.

Always a good start to the week. I had my appointment with Dr. Cheryl for my adjustment – she has really helped my shoulder and neck so much. I was having some problem with my neck and she made such a difference, I could feel as if there were knots and she did a great job. It is amazing how she can give a wonderful back and neck rub while adjusting and aligning.

I had the rest of the day to myself, so I came home and had some lunch before having a lie down. I find myself yawning and tired when I am finished with the adjustment. I wanted to write a post since I hadn’t for a bit, but the nap turned out to be the best thing for me at that moment.

Tuesday turned out to be MY day – the one I missed the week before because of the computer. I slept for as long as I wanted, had a long hot shower – except it now isn’t quite as hot. This has been frustrating because it comes and goes, so I know something isn’t right. Eddie doesn’t seem to notice but I certainly do. There are times when I wondered if I was going nuts. Anyway, I just decided to do or not do whatever I felt like doing – nothing HAD to be done, just whatever came up for me. How lovely the day was for me.

Wednesday was Breakfast Club and I talked to John the plumber about the hot water – he was at home Tuesday and if I had called, he would have come. So we arranged for Friday morning. Then I had to leave because I needed to be at Mom’s before 9:45. She had an appointment to have a mammogram, as far as I know, the first one she has had. When we enrolled her in the ElderPlace program, they did a physical. There was a lump and they have been keeping an eye on it the past few months. It had gotten bigger so they decided to do the mammogram.

I will admit to feeling very stressed about it, how she would do, how cooperative, etc. Then I decided I was looking at it in the negative, so I asked the Universe to create the solution with all the words, attitudes, actions, etc. and I would just show up and get out of the way. I will admit I was somewhat tense when I went, especially because she wasn’t sure what it was all about. The Tri-Med cabulance came and she ended up going to sleep on the way downtown. I decided to do the cabulance was to be there for Mom all the way as well as be a calming influence for her rather than just meet her at the office.

I met her at her house and Tri-Med took us in to Swedish Breast Center on 1st hill; she slept almost all the way in. They took us up to the office and while Mom waited, I went through a dog and pony show – I thought Providence would have everything set up, but the Center had their own balderdash.

All of the techs were really great, very helpful and friendly, very gentle with Mom. She wasn’t all that pleased about any of it, especially when it came to being the filling in a the sandwich. They had trouble with the side shots – by then she had had enough. So we went to another room so they could do an ultrasound. They told me they didn’t think it was benign, so they wanted her back for a biopsy. The appointment was made for Friday afternoon. Tri-Med came back and she slept most of the way back to her house.

I was glad to get back in time for Eddie and me to go to our appointment at Apple. I fixed up my computer for the box in the morning and Eddie was going to put it together for me. He needed to learn to use it and I needed help with mine as well. We ended up changing techs in mid stream so we both learned a lot.

Tags: adult family home, Apple, card reading, Doreen Virtue, Eddie, emotions, Higher Self, Mother, show up and get out of the way

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